A Failure to Communicate

One of the things Rhonda and I learned early on in the effort to preserve our time as a couple was the need for good communication.  To put it bluntly, we just did not have the time to deal with poor or misunderstood communication.  When your time is “squeezed”, the need to share your hopes, dreams, challenges, and hurts in ways that are understood and addressed is critical.  We demonstrate love through our encouraging and caring ear.  And when communication is good, we feel like we are moving forward as a couple.  Let me share some principles that helped us along the way.

Good communication only happens when the listener understands the words of the speaker in the way the speaker intended them to be understood.  In our communication, we asked a lot of clarifying questions.  We wanted to make sure we knew where each other were coming from and exactly what each other were saying.  This was especially critical in our case because our strong personality differences made it easy to hear the same words in two completely different ways.  I can’t stop the conversation with, “Well, I said what I meant.  I can’t help it if Rhonda heard it a different way.”  We can “help it” and we must “help it” for good communication to go forward.

Good communication adds to the “emotional bank account” of you husband or wife.  Words have incredible power.  Just ask a grown-up about hurtful words that were sent their way in their childhood.  We can not only remember the words, but also how the words made us feel.  Words that hurt drain the emotional bank account of your spouse.  But words also have an incredible power for good and words that lift up, sooth, challenge, and encourage bring health and healing to your marriage.

My number one goal in communication as a couple is to understand my wife, not convince her of my opinion.  This one principle has been a long learning curve for me.  But, by God’s gift, our talking is more characterized today by a desire to understand each other than by a need to prove our opinion.  One of the outcomes has been to remove or at least decrease defensive comebacks and arguments to shore up our position.  It hasn’t always been easy to take this approach.  But I am convinced that we will only arrive at a beautiful place of oneness in our marriage if we go through the hard conversations that improve our understanding of each other.

In our counseling with married couples, a failure to communicate is easily the number one problem we encounter.  This is what it looks like.  Poor communication in marriage leads to a downward spiral of misunderstanding (hurts or offenses left unsettled), which leads to assumptions (private thoughts that are repeated in our minds), which leads to walls (practice in keeping each other at a distance in those tough subjects), which leads to quietness (no longer a desire to find joy in each other’s company), which leads to emotional separation, (“I really don’t need you after all”).

Preserve, celebrate, and embrace your time as a couple through good communication.  It will produce a lifetime of benefits for your marriage, yourself, and your children.

Keeping the Spark Alive

Let’s start through our list of time commitments with some practical ideas about handling the “time squeeze” that comes with a growing family.  I am going to begin with our time together as a couple (see last post’s diagram for a list of these areas) because getting this right is critical to our marriage and family health.  Now some of this couple time is just naturally moved over to the kid time because of all the things we do together as a family.  But keeping some time for just the two of us is very important.

One of the ideas I challenge men with is to commit at least two uninterrupted hours a week to listen to your wife.  This is just the two of you together.  To our women readers, this may seem pretty minimal; to your husbands, it may seem like a herculean task.  The key to this time together is to listen attentively without distraction or interruption.

When our children were young, it was hard to get this two hours all in one sitting.  So I tried to spend at least a half hour each evening after the kids went to bed to listen to Rhonda’s concerns, joys, hopes, and challenges.  In strictly practical terms, this time was invaluable.  For Rhonda, the stressors of the day were much easier to handle when she knew that a time was coming – and coming very soon – when she would have a listening ear.  She did not have to “stuff” the challenges of the day and plow ahead never knowing when they would be addressed.  And beyond just hearing Rhonda’s thoughts and feelings, these times gave us a chance to discuss problems, seek solutions, and make plans before things just drifted to the back burner never to be thought through.  It gave us a sense that we were moving ahead in life; moving ahead in training our children in an intentional way.

The commitment was not always easy to keep and sometimes we had to get creative.  As our children began to stay up later, we reached a point where it just seemed that we were too tired to accomplish this goal when the house finally became quiet.  So we went to plan B.  We would wake our oldest at 6:30 in the morning and let him know that Mom and Dad were going for a walk and he was in charge.  Then Rhonda and I would take a half hour stroll around the block before I went to work.  It was a blessed time to connect and pray together as a couple.

This is just one idea for not letting our time together as a couple “go to zero” in those busy years.  Look for opportunities to add to your daily time together through dates and trips away.  Be creative.  Seek out what works best for you as couple.  The expectations and suggestions of others may be helpful, but don’t let them complicate what you find works best for you.  The important thing is to stick to with it.  Sometimes, when we go several days without making the connection we need, we are tempted to give up.  Don’t do it.  Pick up right where you are and get it going again.  The key to keeping our time together a spark, not a dying ember, is not to demand perfection; it is to be consistent.

Feeling the Time Squeeze

Last time, we introduced you to this diagram that provides the background for our “balancing family, work, and church” discussion.

children-drawing

The categories on the left represent life before kids.  We have our personal time; hobbies and other interests.  We have our work commitment, time as a couple, and spending time with friends.  Other categories are our extended family, ministry pursuits, and some time for margin in our lives.

What I tried to show in the drawing is how all those areas get squeezed when the kids come along.  One of the few exceptions is our work.  That time requirement generally stays the same after the children arrive and I showed that with the thickness of that category staying the same.  But what about the others?  We are just going to have less time in them.

For example, when I was in college I did a lot of reading.  When our family was growing, I probably did not read one book a year.  That is just a snapshot of how things naturally change when you are raising a family.  There will be less knitting, less fishing trips, fewer dates, and fewer outings with friends.  This change is not a bad thing, because someone new is in your life.  The key to health in these areas is that while they cannot stay the same, you do not want them to go to zero either.

Thinking about just one of these areas for example, if you let your time as a couple go to zero in those busy years with children, what will life look like when you come out the other side; when the children leave the house?  There will be no spark, no fire, no romance, and you will look at each other and wonder, “Who are you?”  No, we cannot let these areas go to zero.  So how do we balance the “they can’t stay the same” and “they can’t go to zero”?

We will talk about some practical ideas to do just that…next time.

Finding a Healthy Balance

Earlier this year, I had the opportunity to share with the men of Cypress Bible Church a presentation on finding a healthy balance in our family, work, and church responsibilities.  The talk was a mix of biblical admonitions and life experience.  As our five children have moved into adulthood, it has afforded us the chance to look back and reflect on where God has taken us as a couple and as a family over the past 35 years.  Over the next several posts, I would like to continue the conversation started at the men’s breakfast and write about the experiences and principles that guided us as a way to encourage you on your own family journey.

beach familyI have included a family photo to introduce you to the cast of characters.  Rhonda and I started life together with a simple trust in seeking God’s voice and wisdom in building our marriage and raising our family.  By God’s grace, we have been blessed by a family that loves and serves and is loyal to each other; a family that truly enjoys being together.  There have been plenty of rocky ups and downs along the way, but God has kept us on a consistent path of growing closer to Him and closer to each other.  In a  way, the photo above is the goal.  Not to be just like the Lehmans, but to find your own family identity and create your own family legacy.  And the beauty of the process is that YOU CAN DO IT!

Now to get us started, I have a diagram designed to give you a visual on where we are going as we explore some of the keys to a healthy balance of family, work, and ministry in our service to the Lord.

children-drawing

The left side of the chart represents some of the ways we spend our time prior to having children.  As we move to the right, we add children to the mix.  With this new joy (and the busyness and time required that comes with it) the old areas of how we spend our time get squeezed.  And we will dedicate several posts to how we are to manage this “squeeze”.  We will also look at our new responsibility of children as much more than babysitting or child care.  It is investing in your family legacy.  The categories branching out to the right of “Children” show how we invest in our families.

With this short and simple overview as an introduction, we will dive into the nuts and bolts of each category starting with our next post.  See you then.

He Made a Wretch His Treasure

A few Sundays ago we were visiting Josh and Erica’s church in Southlake Texas.  We sang one of my favorite hymns, How Deep the Father’s Love for Us.  I don’t know of another song that carries so many powerful lines.  Lines that describe the depth of the Father’s love, the pain the Savior endured on our behalf, our sin that held Him there, our mocking voice, the complete assurance that it is finished, our boast in Christ alone, and the firm knowledge that His wounds have paid my ransom.

But one line stood out to me in a particular way on that Sunday morning and I began to dwell on the idea “that He should give His only Son to make a wretch His treasure.”  A wretch… His treasure.  And the timing of this is amazing.  In one swift moment, Christ’s death in our place on a cross paid the price and set in motion the opportunity for us to go from wretch to treasure.  Then when we, by faith, embraced His sacrifice on our behalf, it only took another instantaneous moment for our transformation from wretch to treasure to be complete.

The beauty of the gospel message is that this change in status is immediate.  We may not feel it, but in an instant we went from enemy of God to friend – no even more – to child of God.  There is no probationary period…there is no proving our self worthy by our works…no waiting period.  In an instant we went from wretch to treasure.

Do you know you are God’s treasure?  Wretch is in your past.  If you have embraced His gospel message, treasure is in your now and in your future forever.  It is not a question of pride (our boast is in Christ alone).  It is not a thing of thinking too highly of ourselves.  It is only embracing and letting soak in what God Himself is calling you.  He calls you His child.  He calls you His saint.  He calls you His holy and beloved.  You are indeed God’s treasure.

Here is the music for your edification.

Here are the song’s lyrics for your meditation.

How deep the Father’s love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure.

How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory.

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders.
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers.

It was my sin that left Him there
Until it was accomplished.
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom.
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection.

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer.
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom.